you know this took me a lot of nerve to actually send this letter to you. first of i’m sorry that i’m such a sucky friend, for just living and not giving a damn for no reason, i know there’s no excuse for it. but i just wanna tell you how much it hurts to see you and not to call your name out, it even sucks that i can’t talk to you. every time your online i always click on your name, and just type Hi but i can’t seem to send it to you. probably the only reason that i can give why i stopped being a friend, is that i think we’re being too close and i’m scared that i’m being too attached. you know how many people have left me, and i’m scared to have an emotional attachment, then they’ll be gone. i’m afraid to give myself all out. and i am truly sorry for that.